I am alive – Nabeel Ahmad

i am ‘alive’
in the tears that rolled down the cheeks unwillingly,
in the feelingz that were buried under the happiness of otherz,
in the dreamz that glittered through the dark dayz,
in the pain that blossomed through the fake smiles,
in the patience which caused this heart to bleat,
& yes i am alive in all those giftz,
all those giftz that were the reason of my death..